Saturday, October 9, 2010

Dark Nights alone

Delusional Blurryness
can not walk can not talk
push my self to the edge

reaching out for something that is not there
feeling alone, cold, dead
escaping reality one at a time
have another

cant escape this feeling of desolation
alone in this god forsaken world
some one save me from myself

fuck it all no regets
rip out my heart
stomp on it
show me what it means to be alive

pain is the only reality
liquid is the solution
corrupting thoughts of my past

falling away from it all
running from life just one at a time
why am i the one who is cursed
the one who is still here

( Just a song/ poem i wrote)

Tuesday, October 5, 2010

Linkin Parks new cd

Only song on it worth a damn imo is The Catalyst . Their just not the same LP i grew up and loved.

Saturday, October 2, 2010

Dont Drink too much

Well another night out dirnking away depression.. Had way to much to drink i remember trying to get back into the house threw a window and failed horribly by diving into the frame lol. End up drinking way toooo much last night but oh well  shit happens. Some one played "Fishing in the dark" last night causing a break down even though i told them not too... oh well my bro Justin came out n cheered me up and gave me a reason to stay here in this shitty world... So i guesse I'm going to treat my blog as a diary kinda just posting random stuff that arouses interest and fun times in my life. Feel free to leave comments and suggestions

Friday, October 1, 2010

My first blog

Okay its my first blog and i would like people to discuss their musical taste.
Mine would be:
Metal: Parkway Drive-Horizons
House/Club: Deadmau5-Strobe
Rap/hip hop: Jason Derulo-Ridin' Solo
And thats my favorite for tonight Post yours in coments